....why....?

countless times i asked why,,

HE nver replies.

juz when i thought i'll gave up on evrything,,,

a miracle shows up.

GAWD,. WHY CANT I STAY???

all i evr wanted is juz to hve a nrml highschool life like d others...!!!

 

rather than giving me false hopes,,

maybe its better to juz leave me alone

i prefer to cry all day & keep moving on

than to get hopes i ever longed

 

coz i know,, i can nver turn back now. . . . . .

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❝ ... doubt.... is that a sin...? ❞

MUJIZAT ITU NYATA . . . .

ya.
sdah lama qu prcayai iu.
hal yg mstahil mnjdi mgkn,.
iu sring t'jdi pda qta kdg tnp qta sadari.

tpi,,, skr qu ragu,..
mmg,, trsa ajaib mujizat iu.
ktika hal yg sharus'a msthil jstru t'jdi.,,
ap akibat'a slalu baik...?

yg sharus'a tdak, jdi ya.
yg shrus'a b'hnti, b'jlan kmbli.
yg shrus'a hilang, bsa skali lgi qta dpatkn.

qu gag tau,,
mujizat yg t'jdi pda qu ini akn m'bwa qu ke mna...
yg qu tau,,
qu ud brsha mlakukn yg t'baek yg qu bsa.
jika mmg ini yg ku dpt,
jika mmg ini jlan yg hrs qu jlani.,,
.......aq hrz gmn....?

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✞ Just do what you can do,, and let GOD guide you.... ✞

that phrase suddenly came to my mind last night...

I was pretty desperate about what will happen the next day – which was TODAY.

I sulked & drowned in my own emo world when we had dinner at Super Penyet last night.

I even made №a worried.
Gomen....... (╥_╥)

but then I also remembered a quote in Bible that I love,,

`` ..Tuhan tak prna mmberi cobaan yg melebihi kkuatan qta..``

...which means if we thought the problems that we're facing right now are impossible for us to overcome,,

actually GOD knew that's not true..,

HE knew that we're more than we are now.

THAT is why HE gave us those ``problems``,

'coz HE knew we can turned it into a BLESSING...

      "...GOD value us MORE than we value ourselves..."

..that's what I thought when I first read the quote.

and when I was in trouble facing my life,,

I repeated those words in my mind...

I felt like I was given strength,, like HE was guiding me...

              |
  ,,,    ー + ー
( c   ')      |
 /  :'')

                                                     *                 *                 *

and this morning.,
I wasn't nervous at all.
I wasn't afraid.
everything went out smoothly...

the test wasn't so hard,,
& the interview didn't make me sweating bullets at all.
it's just like normal conversation I always had w/ my english teachers...
I thought it'd be more like TOEFL test or something.
like the ones Mr. my-EILS-teacher always says...


....I was really GLAD. I am.

GOD,, thank you..
I will do my best, from now on, to make YOU proud. . . . . 

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☠ ☠ the most SINISTER HORROR I've ever seen... ☠ ☠

CL, Semarang.

13 May 2010, 13:35


.... CINEMA XXI : ``TARING`` ....

OMG..!!!

seumur'' lom prna qu liat film horor ampe tutupan muka pke tgn...

segila apa pun,,

sengeri apa pun,,,

psti qu ngliat dg mata t'buka lbar''...

....... tpi kli ni...........

ASLI..!!!!

INDONESIA BAKAT BQIN FILM HOROR..!!!!!!

ta akui..!! seeph..!!! 2 thumbs up! d(o__O")d

film horor luar iu gag da ap''nya,,

paleg effect'e apix,,

bqin kget,. tpi gag amp bQin FROZEN gra'' ktakutan...

ps setan'e mncul dri blkg,,

qu ixa triak ``AWAAAS..!!!!``

& lgsg tutupan muka... (tpi ttp ngintip dri celah'' jari,, pnsrn si... hhe)

ogg ixa ea...

Indonesia iu emg xg paleg byk to jnis hantu'e???

kuntil anak,, suster ngesot., pocong.. etc etc

luar negri??

paleg iio devil, ghost... gtu'' la.

slaen faktor rkyat'e xg pnter bQin crita setan,,

aktor'' xg maen film horor iio emg muka'e medeni...

aktor'' luar kHan cakep'',, ayu''...

ra medeni........

bru kli ni,,

qu ngarasa produk Indo lbi unggul...

hruz bngga ato sdih ea.,?

INDONESIA:NGRA PLG ANGKER SDUNIA..

.......

*hxt.. T__T*

ttp gag ixa bngga... TT^TT"

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웃웃 〰 ❤ Ktmu tmn lama..!!! Tpi prsahabatan'a msi ttp bru mpe kpn pun... ❤ xD 〰 웃웃

uaah,,, singkat tp nyenengin bgd..!!! xDDD

ud lma qu gag t'tawa lpas ky org gila gt... xP

emg cm ₤iℳe tu xg ixa bQn qu kya gni.. =='a

hahahahaha xD

kngen bgd ama prasaan ni,,

pkk'a gag ixa d'omongin dah,,,

sneng, kaget,, kngen,, etc etc

tpi qu cm ixa ng'xpresiin dg senyum & ngakak brg dy... ^o^~

 

utg ae td P.Aris ngasi iming'' tmbhn nilai OR bwd xg ikt supporter...

nq nda qu msti mLez bgd ik0d walo hrga tiket cma 3rb rupi...

kmrn DBL,, kli ni POP MIE ``Go to USA``~! xD

khusus bskt cwo kya'a.

anw,, kriteria xg d'nilai tu ad 3:

- tim bsket'a sdr,,

- cheers..,

- & supp0rter..!!!

min. 50 org,, nq krg nti ngurangi 10 poin dri hsil tanding bskt'e....

cacad bgd iio,.. =,="

nah,, inilah xg bQn qta'' giliran WAJIB nntn...

snen kmrn,, kls XA & XB.

hri ni,, XC & XD..

bsk XE & XF,.

trz XG & XH,,, trkhir final nntn brg''....

qu prgi brg Yoan,,

tp dn 5 pa''e & ade'e mkn siank dlu,,

stlh iu ge k gor Sahabat.

tp pd gtw tu da mna,, jdi hmpr nyasar...

akhr'a nyampe uga si,, tpi ud mule tanding'e...

Kartur vs PIKA,, 83-28.. ^^

go Kartur,, go Kartur, go go go..!!!

tp td sepi denK,,

pd gag niat..

bkn final si..

agx bsen,, tpi xg lcu adx'e Yoan,, Edbert,

d'godani tmn''...

d'ajk knln., tp xg paleg gely'' qe Vq.

DN NGASI ORIGAMI XG D'BNTK HATI K EDBERT..!!!

wawkkawkakwkkakwkakwawkkawkakwkkakwkakwawkkawkakwkkakwkakwakk

ngakak kabeh qe tmn'' ngliat'e... xDDD

trz ps ud slse,,

Yoan lom d'jmpt.

jdi nnggu smbil ngbrol'' bntr 5 tmn''...

trz ps qu ik0d Yoan me bli mnum..,

tw'' qu dgr ad xg mnggil.

qu lyt dpn,, ad cwe b'bju item xg buaD qu ik0d triak kgirangan....

``MILY...!??!???``

qta tabrakn & nguakak,, kget + gly''... xDD

hahahhaha

ktmu Edo uga,, xg ngaku'' Kartur krn bju bsket'e merah.

dn bhkn nekuk bju'e biar tlisan ``LOYOLA`` gx klytn...

LMAO..!!! xDDD

trZ dn narik qu ktm Osa,, xg tnyt pk bju bskt.

ap dn td ik0d tnding ea..?

maap,, qu gag prhatian... o.o''

₤iℳe : ``Osaaa..!!! jek ingeD rak?? wakwkakwkakkwk``

Me : ``rak ingeD qee... wZ lali..!! hahahahha``

Osa kget lyt qta b'dua,, (kget ap agx tkut ea..? qta tba'' dtg'n dn smbil treak''.. xPP)

trz cm ktwa & blg,, `` wah,, lha ki bedo mneh... hahaha``

. . . . . emg qu sring brubah wujud pa?

ps SMP qu dtg'n SD,,

pda pangling...

skr SMA ktm tmn SMP,,

jg gtu...

qu jdi heran.. =='a

tp mga'' ae qu trz brubah k xg lbi baex....

bkn mla sbalik'a.

wqwqwqwqwq

trz cnda'' gtu ma EmiL,,

kmrn DBL lwn LC gag ktm dn ogg...

dn blg ps iu LC gag kmpak,,

xg dtg SDIKIT...

...............

SDIKIT TU 1/2 TRIBUN PNUH IIO..!!!!

kta'e biasa'e msti menuhi sak tribun...

O__O" . . . . . .

ktmu sparo'e ae Kartur eZ megap'' kipasan,,

nq ktmu sak tribun meg nopo?

wqwwqwqwq

tp trz Yoan mnggil,, dn ud d'jmpt,.

jd hrz pisah de..

rsa'a msi pngn ngbrol,, tpi mgkn laen wktu kli ea,, ^^~

mgkn Jumat ixa ktmu.

...nq Kartur & LC ngadep 1 sm laen di lapangan iu...  xD

psti qu nntn dah...!!!

Go Kartur..!! Go LC..!!

jgn amp kalah sblm klyn smpt b'hadapan agy ea... ;D

wiz y'all guD lucK~! ^^~

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miZz my hUmz..... (╥_╥)

week 1 : FAILED. 

my class got a remidial test on Saturday, May 1.

okay,, i got bad mark anyway,,. so there's no way i can go back...

..... FRIDAY, 30 April 11.40 am....

Mr. my-second-semester-physics-teacher : ``guys... we teachers got a meeting tommorow morning... So........... the remidial test is canceled. Hve a nice weekend~~..^^``

!@$@#%$#%^&*&)??!?!?  ヽ(*`Д´)ノ  WTH..,??!

week 2 : FAILED. again.

we got a test on Monday~~...

UHT.

there's no way in hell i could go back.,,!! ( ` __ ´)

week 3 : will be another FAILURE.

Mr. my-IGCSE-mathematic-teacher will give me tests..!!!!

Moreover,, on SATURDAY MORNING !!!

definitely impossible.......to go back. again.

week 4 : Finally......NO!! STILL CAN'T,..!!!!!  Damn it.! (*` A ´)

i could postpone the test that Mr. my-IGCSE-mathematic-teacher gave me to this week instead, but...

IT WOULD BE A SUICIDE..!!!!!!!

There's an UUS for a week that starts on Monday!!

Hell if I could study for BOTH tests.,!!?!?

      "orz      ( i'm doomed.........)  ☠

OMG.........................................please help..! (╥_╥")

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msi k0song pLong~  ⌤"

tapi layout nya sering ta utak-atik jdi agx error,, ~_~"
jdi ta delete ae,,

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